1 00:00:00,170 --> 00:00:03,650 The following program contains mature subject matter and coarse language. 2 00:00:03,850 --> 00:00:05,070 Viewer discretion is advised. 3 00:00:28,970 --> 00:00:31,730 Playing with my heart, yeah. 4 00:00:32,310 --> 00:00:34,790 I walk into an empty room. 5 00:00:37,290 --> 00:00:38,370 Good morning. 6 00:00:38,830 --> 00:00:41,630 Yeah, it is. Yeah, the HRT finally kicked in. 7 00:00:41,890 --> 00:00:47,010 Oh, my God. I slept through the entire night. These are the same pajamas I went 8 00:00:47,010 --> 00:00:50,690 to bed in, and they are still dry. No night sweats. I feel like I'm 20. 9 00:00:51,670 --> 00:00:53,350 Well, then tonight we celebrate. 10 00:00:54,120 --> 00:00:55,940 I'll order in quarter chicken combos, yeah? 11 00:00:56,180 --> 00:00:59,220 I am so happy right now. I can't even be mad that they changed their fries. 12 00:00:59,460 --> 00:01:01,120 But how do you feel about the hard bun situation? 13 00:01:02,540 --> 00:01:03,419 Not mad. 14 00:01:03,420 --> 00:01:04,700 You're back. I'm back. 15 00:01:04,920 --> 00:01:07,680 Oh, wait a minute. We can't do it tonight because we've got to do my work 16 00:01:08,020 --> 00:01:14,980 But in the meantime, I was wondering if you would be interested in doing some 17 00:01:14,980 --> 00:01:15,980 stuff. 18 00:01:16,100 --> 00:01:18,680 HRT Julie would like to test her new powers. 19 00:01:19,540 --> 00:01:20,740 Really? Really. 20 00:01:21,300 --> 00:01:22,300 Oh. 21 00:01:22,700 --> 00:01:24,780 And you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to go to the store and I'm going 22 00:01:24,780 --> 00:01:25,780 buy some new underwear. 23 00:01:25,900 --> 00:01:26,639 Oh, yeah. 24 00:01:26,640 --> 00:01:29,440 And I'm going to make sure I get a nap in this afternoon because I want all the 25 00:01:29,440 --> 00:01:30,500 energy left over for you. 26 00:01:30,920 --> 00:01:32,240 Oh, no, no, no, no. 27 00:01:32,460 --> 00:01:33,460 No, no, no, no. 28 00:01:34,840 --> 00:01:35,840 Not later. 29 00:01:35,940 --> 00:01:37,060 Now. Now? 30 00:01:37,280 --> 00:01:38,500 Now. Like now, now? 31 00:01:38,740 --> 00:01:39,579 Now, now, now. 32 00:01:39,580 --> 00:01:40,580 Now. 33 00:01:41,580 --> 00:01:42,580 Okay, 34 00:01:46,080 --> 00:01:47,800 Chris. Uh, yes. 35 00:01:48,190 --> 00:01:53,290 Good news. We now know the cause of all of your excessive bleeding. You have two 36 00:01:53,290 --> 00:01:57,910 polyps on your uterus, and the reason for all that extra pain is because of a 37 00:01:57,910 --> 00:01:59,890 cyst on one of your ovaries. Oh, my gosh. 38 00:02:00,190 --> 00:02:02,210 It's not as bad as it sounds. Now we know. 39 00:02:02,490 --> 00:02:03,510 Now we know. That's good. 40 00:02:04,130 --> 00:02:05,810 Yes, exactly. Just what happens now. 41 00:02:06,130 --> 00:02:09,150 So the next step is I'm going to refer you to a specialist, and they're going 42 00:02:09,150 --> 00:02:12,310 take over some of your treatment from there. Okay. The great part is you 43 00:02:12,310 --> 00:02:15,430 have an answer, so that's got to feel pretty good. Yeah, this is good. Moving 44 00:02:15,430 --> 00:02:16,430 to the next step. 45 00:02:16,880 --> 00:02:20,800 Remember the last time I was in and I would tell you that I was like having 46 00:02:20,800 --> 00:02:24,580 feelings like anxiety or, you know, it's kind of not going anywhere. 47 00:02:24,820 --> 00:02:27,720 And it's like, even over small decisions, like, is it white rice? Is it 48 00:02:27,720 --> 00:02:30,300 rice that I'm going to eat tonight? I'm like, you know, pantyhose or a thin sock 49 00:02:30,300 --> 00:02:33,980 and a tall boot. And it makes me feel like I'm a flipped over race car on 50 00:02:34,040 --> 00:02:36,200 It's like I got a tight helmet and those really weird thin socks. So 51 00:02:36,200 --> 00:02:37,940 everything's just like, you know, it's like a... 52 00:02:38,570 --> 00:02:42,150 Like, I'm choking on life, and, you know, that feeling. I mean, I'm sure, do 53 00:02:42,150 --> 00:02:43,530 other women, do you hear? Of course. 54 00:02:44,070 --> 00:02:48,030 Being a middle -aged woman is hard. You know, there's work, there's kids. 55 00:02:48,250 --> 00:02:51,630 It can be overwhelming. These feelings you're having really make sense. I'm not 56 00:02:51,630 --> 00:02:53,350 sure that it makes sense. I don't know that it does. 57 00:02:54,710 --> 00:02:56,510 Okay, well, now we have a path forward. 58 00:02:56,850 --> 00:02:59,870 Yeah, we definitely have a path forward, and I am so grateful to finally know, 59 00:02:59,970 --> 00:03:04,490 because that was, I just, I don't know the Paul of some pantyhose sort of put 60 00:03:04,490 --> 00:03:05,490 out that fire. 61 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:08,240 Dude, I don't think they... They might, but I don't know. 62 00:03:09,440 --> 00:03:12,240 Okay, here's what I'd like to do. Yeah? I want you to go see the specialist. 63 00:03:12,260 --> 00:03:13,219 We're going to start there. 64 00:03:13,220 --> 00:03:16,540 Okay. And then if you're still having a feeling, why don't you go ahead and book 65 00:03:16,540 --> 00:03:19,880 follow -up with me, okay? Okay. I am so sorry. I do have to go because I have so 66 00:03:19,880 --> 00:03:21,940 many people out there. Oh, yes, I can hear. I know. Okay. 67 00:03:22,160 --> 00:03:25,220 You take care of them. Yes. So I'm going to see... Okay, and then we'll... 68 00:03:25,220 --> 00:03:26,220 Great. Terrific. 69 00:03:26,840 --> 00:03:28,740 I wonder how long we'll have to wait. 70 00:03:34,950 --> 00:03:36,810 HRT is amazing. 71 00:03:37,630 --> 00:03:41,890 That's the word on the street. It's only been a couple of weeks, but I feel like 72 00:03:41,890 --> 00:03:42,890 myself again. 73 00:03:43,090 --> 00:03:45,230 I'm 100 % happy, poor Vu. 74 00:03:45,530 --> 00:03:47,510 And I dreamt, I mean, okay. 75 00:03:47,790 --> 00:03:50,590 The dream wasn't great. My teeth fell out and I had to chase them all around 76 00:03:50,590 --> 00:03:51,890 kitchen. But I didn't wake up. 77 00:03:52,190 --> 00:03:55,330 I had a dream. I had a dream that I was climbing a mountain, except it was a 78 00:03:55,330 --> 00:03:57,770 mountain of pebbles. And I was just like, I was drowning, I was drowning. 79 00:03:57,770 --> 00:04:01,950 I'm sinking and all the pebbles are going in my mouth. I can't see. I just 80 00:04:01,950 --> 00:04:05,630 pebbles in all my holes. Oh, oh, oh, and I forgot. The other thing, no more 81 00:04:05,630 --> 00:04:07,730 joint pain. I feel like I got my mojo back. 82 00:04:08,050 --> 00:04:09,049 Oh, wow. 83 00:04:09,050 --> 00:04:13,150 Okay, listeners, we want to thank you because we just hit the 100 ,000 84 00:04:13,150 --> 00:04:14,270 subscriber mark. 85 00:04:16,669 --> 00:04:17,669 Yeah, yeah! 86 00:04:17,950 --> 00:04:19,250 Woo! Woot woot. 87 00:04:20,230 --> 00:04:22,150 So you read my office party protocol? 88 00:04:22,870 --> 00:04:26,970 Nothing like coming back to the office after working an entire day in the 89 00:04:26,970 --> 00:04:28,310 for an industry event. 90 00:04:28,650 --> 00:04:30,450 I detect a note of sarcasm in your voice. 91 00:04:30,690 --> 00:04:34,130 Mo, that is the only tone I've got. Small achievable goals hitting 100k 92 00:04:34,130 --> 00:04:35,310 subscribers is not nothing. 93 00:04:35,570 --> 00:04:38,510 Aww, this was Chelsea's cottage cheese. 94 00:04:39,150 --> 00:04:40,290 Saddest of all cheeses. 95 00:04:40,710 --> 00:04:43,010 Look, we are all broken up about Chelsea's. 96 00:04:43,750 --> 00:04:46,670 I mean, she told me she quit in a voice note. 97 00:04:47,290 --> 00:04:51,650 You're going to find yourself another curly -haired weirdo. I don't want 98 00:04:51,650 --> 00:04:53,730 curly -haired weirdo. I want Chelsea. 99 00:04:59,930 --> 00:05:00,930 Oh, Chris. 100 00:05:01,650 --> 00:05:02,890 Can I talk to you for a second? 101 00:05:03,570 --> 00:05:07,570 Absolutely. I want to talk to you 100 % I do. Let's have a big old chat. Okay, 102 00:05:07,730 --> 00:05:09,830 Evan. Let's chat about tonight's party. 103 00:05:10,290 --> 00:05:11,810 Amanda is going to bring some... 104 00:05:12,200 --> 00:05:17,340 very important people so this needs to go perfectly yeah it's been a great 105 00:05:17,340 --> 00:05:21,600 meeting bye okay and sit back down okay i'm not done i'm gonna be so straight 106 00:05:21,600 --> 00:05:28,560 with you chris good amanda and i have sensed a shift okay 107 00:05:28,560 --> 00:05:35,360 where is the pizzazz i don't know where is where'd it go i feel like you're all 108 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:39,160 in your head i i'm missing that heart on your sleeve 109 00:05:40,809 --> 00:05:42,110 Signature spontaneity. Okay. 110 00:05:42,410 --> 00:05:43,410 Yeah? Yeah. 111 00:05:43,870 --> 00:05:44,870 You're there. 112 00:05:45,390 --> 00:05:46,690 But are you there? 113 00:05:47,930 --> 00:05:48,930 Well, 114 00:05:49,990 --> 00:05:50,990 guess what, Evan? 115 00:05:51,190 --> 00:05:56,610 Tonight, at this 100K party, I'm coming in like a hot rod. You think I mean the 116 00:05:56,610 --> 00:05:58,290 pepperette or the car? 117 00:05:59,610 --> 00:06:00,670 What? Exactly. 118 00:06:01,580 --> 00:06:05,120 Now, I'm going to show you and Amanda tonight, I'm going to show you exactly 119 00:06:05,120 --> 00:06:07,960 what I mean. All right. All right. Yes. Yes. 120 00:06:08,200 --> 00:06:08,959 That's it. 121 00:06:08,960 --> 00:06:13,460 Okay. You know, spicy pizzazz. Yeah. You got to bring your A game. 122 00:06:13,780 --> 00:06:14,780 A plus. 123 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:20,060 Plus, baby. Nothing screams signature spontaneity like accessory. 124 00:06:20,740 --> 00:06:23,940 Tonight, when I come in, I'm going to wear something like this, but maybe 125 00:06:23,940 --> 00:06:25,200 tighter. Loads of belt. 126 00:06:25,660 --> 00:06:26,660 Loads of bling. 127 00:06:26,840 --> 00:06:27,840 Loads of jewels. 128 00:06:28,090 --> 00:06:30,790 Who's coming in? The goddamn queen, baby! 129 00:06:31,230 --> 00:06:32,230 Yeah! 130 00:06:33,110 --> 00:06:36,630 Maybe get a change into something, you know, business cash. 131 00:06:36,870 --> 00:06:38,950 I love it when I come in tonight. You know what? 132 00:06:39,230 --> 00:06:42,090 I'm going to get the party started like this. Count me in, baby. I'll count 133 00:06:42,090 --> 00:06:43,090 myself in. 134 00:06:44,270 --> 00:06:45,270 Hey! 135 00:06:46,970 --> 00:06:48,590 Do you think that's some sort of joke? 136 00:06:48,890 --> 00:06:55,010 Huh? I'm being so serious. We have to impress people today. We have investors, 137 00:06:55,270 --> 00:06:56,670 potential advertisers. 138 00:06:57,630 --> 00:07:02,530 Evan, I see you, and I promise you, I'm going to do everything it takes to stay 139 00:07:02,530 --> 00:07:05,050 ahead of the curve and keep my job. 140 00:07:10,150 --> 00:07:12,810 So you're going to change? 141 00:07:17,450 --> 00:07:18,450 Hey, crew. 142 00:07:19,230 --> 00:07:22,510 How's your doctor's appointment go? Oh, look at me. I'm remembering things. 143 00:07:22,950 --> 00:07:24,990 Yeah, it's good. I have a path forward. I'm moving forward. 144 00:07:25,760 --> 00:07:27,580 And you're back on the horse. By horse, I mean Pete. 145 00:07:27,880 --> 00:07:31,140 Yeah, not to be all TMI about it, but we fooled around. 146 00:07:31,360 --> 00:07:32,360 It was great. 147 00:07:32,460 --> 00:07:33,460 Everything worked. 148 00:07:33,760 --> 00:07:34,940 Yeah. Yeah, yeah. 149 00:07:35,800 --> 00:07:36,860 I'll see you at the party then. 150 00:07:40,340 --> 00:07:41,340 I'm going to keep going. 151 00:08:14,109 --> 00:08:15,190 Excited for the party tonight? 152 00:08:16,890 --> 00:08:21,450 If by excited you mean obligated, then yes. Yes, I am. I put a lot of work into 153 00:08:21,450 --> 00:08:22,830 organizing tonight, Julie. 154 00:08:23,290 --> 00:08:28,550 And Amanda is going to finally see me as the producer I know I am. So if you two 155 00:08:28,550 --> 00:08:33,809 are not here, I will come to your homes and drag you here for a good time. 156 00:08:34,169 --> 00:08:36,590 Jeez, someone is grumpy today. 157 00:08:37,150 --> 00:08:40,710 New boyfriend keeping you up? We only had sex three times last night. I'm a 158 00:08:40,710 --> 00:08:41,710 little wound up. 159 00:08:41,730 --> 00:08:42,730 Three times? 160 00:08:42,990 --> 00:08:45,690 These days, the pod and I are lucky to do it three times a week. 161 00:08:45,990 --> 00:08:50,490 Wait, you have sex with three people three times a week? Oh, no, sorry, bad 162 00:08:50,490 --> 00:08:52,650 math. So there's primary, secondary, tertiary. 163 00:08:52,890 --> 00:08:55,910 That's one times three times two times three, which is 36. 164 00:08:56,310 --> 00:08:57,430 Okay, I get the idea. 165 00:08:57,790 --> 00:09:03,190 Just so you guys are aware, I also am a sexual person, and I had sex this 166 00:09:03,190 --> 00:09:04,810 morning. Julie, we're at work. 167 00:09:05,070 --> 00:09:09,290 TMI. Why is it TMI when I say it? Don't take this the wrong way, but you're old. 168 00:09:10,190 --> 00:09:11,190 Look. 169 00:09:11,320 --> 00:09:14,540 Anything you guys can do, I can do. I'm going to join the Three Times Club. I've 170 00:09:14,540 --> 00:09:17,560 already got one under my belt, and I'm going to hit two and three today. 171 00:09:18,400 --> 00:09:19,400 Okay. 172 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:20,780 Did you pull something? 173 00:09:21,040 --> 00:09:22,860 No. I'm done next. I'm walking it off. 174 00:09:23,220 --> 00:09:24,199 Don't break a hip. 175 00:09:24,200 --> 00:09:25,500 Oh, you forgot your bubble water. 176 00:09:26,120 --> 00:09:27,940 Oh, my gosh. That's so hot. 177 00:09:34,360 --> 00:09:35,860 Hey, everyone. You having a good time? 178 00:09:36,080 --> 00:09:37,080 Just a second. 179 00:09:40,680 --> 00:09:42,040 Oh, yeah, I'm having a great time. 180 00:09:43,040 --> 00:09:44,040 I love parties. 181 00:09:47,060 --> 00:09:48,380 I love parties. 182 00:09:49,520 --> 00:09:50,520 Julie. 183 00:09:53,980 --> 00:09:55,660 Yay, everyone. Hi. 184 00:09:57,240 --> 00:10:01,460 Let's do another entrance and be a person in the world that knows how to 185 00:10:01,460 --> 00:10:02,600 party. Do it. Go. 186 00:10:02,900 --> 00:10:06,080 You have to leave to go in. And just maybe a twirl. Yeah. 187 00:10:09,020 --> 00:10:11,280 Hi, I'm normal. That is a dead giveaway. 188 00:10:12,940 --> 00:10:14,300 You're just going to bring this all together. 189 00:10:14,500 --> 00:10:17,600 You don't have anxiety or any passive thoughts about not wanting to exist 190 00:10:17,600 --> 00:10:21,480 anymore? You're a pepperette with a bunch of belts. 191 00:10:22,400 --> 00:10:23,880 Less belts and maybe more belts. 192 00:10:24,380 --> 00:10:25,600 Yeah, me and my mom. 193 00:10:27,460 --> 00:10:31,380 That's it. Yeah, you are a flapper. As soon as you say flop, the party's 194 00:10:31,380 --> 00:10:32,800 over. Do not say flop. 195 00:10:33,320 --> 00:10:36,580 You can do it. Think about your life and all the things that you've done right. 196 00:10:36,680 --> 00:10:38,160 This is, this is... 197 00:10:39,229 --> 00:10:40,229 Hey, partner. 198 00:10:42,790 --> 00:10:43,790 Okay, 199 00:10:45,850 --> 00:10:46,850 you're going to go back to base. 200 00:10:50,210 --> 00:10:51,210 Oh, God. 201 00:10:51,590 --> 00:10:52,910 You look like Steve Jobs. 202 00:10:58,950 --> 00:11:01,830 Chris, it's Yule, the new property manager. 203 00:11:03,770 --> 00:11:05,310 I just want to return this. 204 00:11:06,570 --> 00:11:07,570 Oh, you didn't need any. 205 00:11:08,040 --> 00:11:10,420 Of my thank you mammogram soup. It was split pea. 206 00:11:10,740 --> 00:11:14,280 I loved it. It's just my mother always said it was bad luck to return an empty 207 00:11:14,280 --> 00:11:15,280 food container. 208 00:11:15,940 --> 00:11:18,000 Hamburger helper. I'm not a very good cook. 209 00:11:18,300 --> 00:11:19,300 I love it. 210 00:11:19,960 --> 00:11:22,020 I love crumbled meat. And things from a box. 211 00:11:23,000 --> 00:11:24,000 Yeah, me too. 212 00:11:24,300 --> 00:11:25,300 Yeah. 213 00:11:25,740 --> 00:11:30,040 Okay, well, I'll see you later. Okay, see ya. Thank you so much. Actually, do 214 00:11:30,040 --> 00:11:35,920 you have a minute or are you going to like a ballet rehearsal or? Oh, no, no. 215 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:41,140 This old playing, I was getting ready for a party. I have a lot of pizzazz, 216 00:11:41,140 --> 00:11:44,420 know. Okay, I'm sorry. I should probably go anyway. I forgot to eat today. No, 217 00:11:44,480 --> 00:11:46,520 no. Did I just hear you say you haven't eaten? Because you've got to eat. 218 00:11:46,560 --> 00:11:48,240 Because you just brought. That would be silly. We're eating together. 219 00:11:49,120 --> 00:11:51,160 Could you heat this up? 220 00:11:51,380 --> 00:11:52,480 And then I'll get ready right quick. 221 00:11:52,940 --> 00:11:54,440 Okay, here. You know how to use the microwave. 222 00:11:55,840 --> 00:11:56,840 Hello, Pete. 223 00:11:57,060 --> 00:11:58,200 Hey, what's this? 224 00:11:58,520 --> 00:11:59,520 Shh. 225 00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:03,600 HRT Julie is ready for round two. What do you say? 226 00:12:03,920 --> 00:12:04,739 What, now? 227 00:12:04,740 --> 00:12:05,800 Mm -hmm. Oh, babe. 228 00:12:06,430 --> 00:12:08,450 To be honest, I'm still tender from earlier. 229 00:12:08,690 --> 00:12:10,150 Well, who isn't a little sore right now? 230 00:12:10,410 --> 00:12:11,329 Are you in pain? 231 00:12:11,330 --> 00:12:14,290 It's no biggie. It's like, you know, it's like that thing when you go to the 232 00:12:14,290 --> 00:12:16,850 and you haven't been for a while and you work out really hard and then you're a 233 00:12:16,850 --> 00:12:17,850 little sore after. 234 00:12:18,630 --> 00:12:22,870 Delayed onset muscle soreness? Yeah, DOMS. I got DOMS with a vagina, but I'm 235 00:12:22,870 --> 00:12:23,870 just gonna push through. 236 00:12:23,930 --> 00:12:24,930 Yeah. 237 00:12:24,990 --> 00:12:25,990 What's going on with you? 238 00:12:26,230 --> 00:12:27,810 What isn't going on with me? 239 00:12:28,070 --> 00:12:30,050 Right. Seems like you're trying to prove something. 240 00:12:30,270 --> 00:12:31,129 No, I'm not. 241 00:12:31,130 --> 00:12:33,430 We gotta go, though. Tonight is about celebrating you. 242 00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:35,920 That is exactly what I'm trying to do. 243 00:12:36,480 --> 00:12:37,700 Julie. Mm -hmm? 244 00:12:38,120 --> 00:12:42,280 Look, this doesn't feel like you and me. You know, it feels like you're in the 245 00:12:42,280 --> 00:12:44,540 second leg of a triathlon and I'm your bike. 246 00:12:45,760 --> 00:12:47,060 No, look, I understand. 247 00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:52,700 No, no, Pete, you are understanding, but you don't understand. And I... I feel 248 00:12:52,700 --> 00:12:53,820 so lonely in this. 249 00:12:54,060 --> 00:12:56,300 Maybe because you always try and solve everything yourself. 250 00:12:56,600 --> 00:12:59,120 Well, maybe because if I don't, nothing ever gets done. 251 00:13:01,100 --> 00:13:02,140 Okay, enjoy the party. 252 00:13:03,240 --> 00:13:04,560 Well, enjoy staying home. 253 00:13:05,100 --> 00:13:08,620 Your quarter chicken dinner and your shitty hard buns. 254 00:13:12,180 --> 00:13:13,180 Mr. 255 00:13:18,540 --> 00:13:20,520 DJ, do you take a class? 256 00:13:20,940 --> 00:13:21,940 No. 257 00:13:26,820 --> 00:13:28,520 Oh, a vagina over there. 258 00:13:29,980 --> 00:13:32,080 Want a bone slider? Oh, sure. 259 00:13:32,700 --> 00:13:35,920 Hey, you on that wall there? You produce one of these podcasts? 260 00:13:36,300 --> 00:13:41,080 Yeah, I do. Well, I did. I'm in between podcasts right now. What kind of podcast 261 00:13:41,080 --> 00:13:42,080 do you produce? 262 00:13:42,440 --> 00:13:43,440 True Crime. 263 00:13:43,460 --> 00:13:48,740 True Crime. You know, I just find that kind of thing cozy, maybe because of 264 00:13:48,740 --> 00:13:49,740 happened to me. 265 00:13:51,220 --> 00:13:57,760 I grew up in this community, really tight -knit, pretty satanic. 266 00:13:58,200 --> 00:13:59,300 I guess you could call it a comp. 267 00:13:59,760 --> 00:14:01,260 Anyway, I got out. Eventually. 268 00:14:01,780 --> 00:14:02,780 Narrowly. 269 00:14:03,160 --> 00:14:04,160 Oh, what am I doing? 270 00:14:04,500 --> 00:14:06,340 Talking your ear off. Boring you was my childhood. 271 00:14:06,940 --> 00:14:12,440 You know, first -person narratives are very popular right now. This could make 272 00:14:12,440 --> 00:14:13,660 really good podcast. 273 00:14:14,480 --> 00:14:15,480 I don't know. 274 00:14:16,840 --> 00:14:19,260 I mean, I am the first person I know to make it out alive. 275 00:14:29,150 --> 00:14:30,150 Hi. 276 00:14:30,470 --> 00:14:33,170 I'm pretty excited for this party tonight, because I love a work party. 277 00:14:33,470 --> 00:14:38,950 Great. Um, I got you a fork and a spoon, because I didn't know what you'd 278 00:14:38,950 --> 00:14:41,430 prefer. Would you like to have a seat? Yeah, I'm going to sit. Yep. 279 00:14:46,470 --> 00:14:47,470 I'm going to go with the spoon. 280 00:14:48,250 --> 00:14:49,250 Okay. 281 00:14:49,950 --> 00:14:53,350 Oh, my hair, geez. Sorry, I fell on this. That's not... I got it. 282 00:15:06,800 --> 00:15:08,380 Are you sure you're feeling up for tonight? 283 00:15:08,980 --> 00:15:10,960 Yeah. I'm going to tell you who isn't, though. 284 00:15:12,780 --> 00:15:13,780 My granddad, huh? 285 00:15:14,240 --> 00:15:17,240 She used to be, like, the life of the party, but she's not anymore. 286 00:15:25,200 --> 00:15:26,420 What's going on with her? 287 00:15:27,240 --> 00:15:29,960 Just, like... Like, lots. 288 00:15:32,960 --> 00:15:34,520 She's just, like, really struggling right now. 289 00:15:34,900 --> 00:15:35,900 You know? 290 00:15:36,130 --> 00:15:38,790 Everyone's just like, oh, Hannah, what's wrong with you? 291 00:15:39,190 --> 00:15:40,570 And they're like, you're so different now. 292 00:15:41,050 --> 00:15:42,890 And I just want it to stop. 293 00:15:44,230 --> 00:15:45,770 Yeah, I know what that's like. 294 00:15:46,750 --> 00:15:48,010 Just want it to stop. 295 00:15:48,450 --> 00:15:51,410 I don't mean make it stop for me. I mean, like, make it stop for Hannah, for 296 00:15:51,410 --> 00:15:52,410 her. Yeah. 297 00:15:53,890 --> 00:15:55,690 You seem like a really good friend. 298 00:15:57,030 --> 00:15:59,070 I love this. What did you put in here? 299 00:15:59,530 --> 00:16:01,170 Did you put on some tomato sauce? 300 00:16:01,370 --> 00:16:03,650 What's going on here? I love meat. What did you put in here? 301 00:16:04,480 --> 00:16:08,860 Maybe she should just stay in, like skip the party. I was like your friend for a 302 00:16:08,860 --> 00:16:09,860 really long time. 303 00:16:10,120 --> 00:16:16,000 But what I learned is that if I'm struggling, 304 00:16:16,080 --> 00:16:22,920 then it's okay to pause and it's 305 00:16:22,920 --> 00:16:23,980 okay to ask for help. 306 00:16:25,600 --> 00:16:29,200 And those two things were really, really, really hard. 307 00:16:40,590 --> 00:16:44,010 was here because I would tell her what you said that would help her a lot. 308 00:16:48,850 --> 00:16:51,330 Do you think this outfit has enough to that? 309 00:16:54,270 --> 00:16:55,510 I think it's the best. 310 00:16:59,210 --> 00:17:01,370 I'm going to walk you to that party. Okay. 311 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:11,319 At the risk of sounding like a weirdo and giving you a compliment, this is a 312 00:17:11,319 --> 00:17:13,819 pretty amazing party. What are you doing hiding in here? 313 00:17:15,040 --> 00:17:16,500 I got a text from Amanda. 314 00:17:17,460 --> 00:17:19,359 She's still in L .A. on business. 315 00:17:19,720 --> 00:17:22,960 I went all out to impress her, and she doesn't even show up. 316 00:17:25,800 --> 00:17:26,800 Where's Chris? 317 00:17:26,940 --> 00:17:29,200 I was going to ask you the same thing. I don't know. 318 00:17:29,580 --> 00:17:31,960 God, so much for pizzab. 319 00:17:33,900 --> 00:17:34,900 Mmm. 320 00:17:36,060 --> 00:17:42,640 While I have you, your HRT story is really gaining some traction in the 321 00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:46,740 comments. Maybe we keep going with this. Do a few more podcast episodes? 322 00:17:47,840 --> 00:17:48,840 I don't know. 323 00:17:49,320 --> 00:17:53,260 You know, I thought it was going to fix everything, but it doesn't. 324 00:17:53,520 --> 00:17:57,800 I had a huge fight with Pete tonight, which is why I'm here solo, drinking 325 00:17:57,800 --> 00:18:01,560 my work husband, who I also constantly fight with. I've been there before. 326 00:18:02,040 --> 00:18:05,200 Really? Yeah, one day you are just... 327 00:18:05,480 --> 00:18:06,600 crushing it at work. 328 00:18:06,860 --> 00:18:10,780 The next day, you walk through the door and all your shit's packed up in boxes 329 00:18:10,780 --> 00:18:12,520 and you are alone. 330 00:18:15,700 --> 00:18:18,780 Well, I don't think Pete and I are there yet. 331 00:18:19,700 --> 00:18:23,440 Nobody thinks that they're there until they're there. 332 00:18:23,860 --> 00:18:26,080 Hey, you want another little bloop? Yeah, bloop me. 333 00:18:55,850 --> 00:18:57,930 Hey, just tell him. Tell him your thing. 334 00:18:58,290 --> 00:19:01,070 He's going to tell you a thing. I escaped from a cult. 335 00:19:01,930 --> 00:19:05,810 I think I have a new podcast to be a multi -season series. 336 00:19:06,110 --> 00:19:09,810 I don't know about podcasts. I don't know about podcasts. Yeah, I like that. 337 00:19:09,810 --> 00:19:12,910 we could find your family or what's left of them. 338 00:19:14,330 --> 00:19:15,470 That is dark. 339 00:19:16,190 --> 00:19:17,190 Yeah. 340 00:19:17,410 --> 00:19:18,410 I like it. 341 00:19:18,650 --> 00:19:22,450 There's this creepy element to it. Who are you, you know? 342 00:19:22,710 --> 00:19:24,590 I'm going to text Amanda. 343 00:19:25,580 --> 00:19:28,140 Let her know. I think she's going to be really excited. 344 00:19:28,560 --> 00:19:29,560 She's going to love it. 345 00:19:36,660 --> 00:19:37,900 Hey. Hey. 346 00:19:40,080 --> 00:19:41,540 So how was your night? 347 00:19:42,400 --> 00:19:44,360 Terrible. Yeah, mine too. 348 00:19:45,260 --> 00:19:46,260 You want to talk about it? 349 00:19:46,660 --> 00:19:47,660 No. 350 00:19:47,900 --> 00:19:49,180 Do you want to talk about it? 351 00:19:49,520 --> 00:19:50,520 No. 352 00:19:51,200 --> 00:19:52,200 Want to kill some things? 353 00:19:53,640 --> 00:19:54,640 Yeah. Yeah. 354 00:19:54,980 --> 00:19:55,980 All right. 355 00:19:56,800 --> 00:19:59,920 Actually, I'm going to grab a bubble water. You want one? Oh, here. 356 00:20:01,800 --> 00:20:02,800 Ew, Mom. 357 00:20:03,060 --> 00:20:04,060 What? Gross. 358 00:20:04,160 --> 00:20:05,160 Just grab a straw. 359 00:20:14,700 --> 00:20:15,700 All right. 360 00:20:16,260 --> 00:20:17,260 This is it. 361 00:20:22,120 --> 00:20:23,120 Thank you. 362 00:20:24,510 --> 00:20:25,510 Welcome. 363 00:20:25,690 --> 00:20:26,690 See ya. 364 00:20:35,650 --> 00:20:36,469 You good? 365 00:20:36,470 --> 00:20:39,150 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm good. Oh, me? Yeah, I'm good. I just was, like, 366 00:20:39,170 --> 00:20:40,670 practicing. 367 00:20:42,530 --> 00:20:45,590 Like, I have to warm up my dance moves before I go in. 368 00:20:52,430 --> 00:20:54,680 Hey. Yeah, yeah, I'm just dancing. 369 00:20:54,920 --> 00:20:56,640 Don't. Hey. 370 00:20:56,960 --> 00:20:57,960 Yeah. 371 00:20:58,720 --> 00:20:59,720 It's too fast.